I decided not to continue at least at this time on things that make me angry or upset. Mostly because I am paranoid that someone will read this and tell me I have no right to "Reproduce." And yes I have seen this on some websites.....and I do not want this to happen. I want to be a mother so badly. This is all I have wanted to do for.....a very long time.....Anywayz.....
On a more happier note I have not started my period yet. I am 3 days past my start date for a period of 38 days. And in another 3-4 days I will be late for a 45 day cycle. I am going to buy a couple more tests tonight :). I just cant wait. We hit pretty much all of the fertile days and then some. I am only 13 DPO. I am not sure why my periods are like this.
I could be wrong about this but, I also have cramping and SEVERE bloating, and once again my boobs hurt. I could be completely wrong as well. I mean I get this way with Aunt Flow too. I just like to be sure. I am scared that if I don't know that I could do something bad or hurt it and have a miscarriage.
No one knows but, God. But, if it doesn't work this month then next month we will definately DTD every other day. Really hoping it does :).
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