So, I had a HI DA scan done for my abdomen and gallbladder. Haven't got the results for that yet. Also I went to the gynecologist expecting to hear "Oh, you just have a yeast infection." Yeah.....she said I have a really high possibility of having endometriosis. Which I knew anyways, what with my hard periods and severe cramping and other pains. And I am not stupid. I know that to officially diagnose en do you need a special surgery. And I know I could conceive, it will be significantly harder.
It's just hearing those words.....It really hit me-us hard. Hubby was pretty upset as well. At least we have time on our side. We are still quite young. And because of all of this we are going to start trying next month. That way we can get a jump start on this. And if it ends up taking a year I will only be 23 and hubby will be 26. All I have to say is its all in God's hand . If his plan involves us not having kids then we will adopt. I can't grantee that their won't be tears, sweat, or pain. But, I will accept all that God has to offer.
In other news: I am liking my new hours at Burger King. Its not as stressful. Still looking for another job as well though. Don't want to be at Burger King forever.
OH! The other thing about the endometriosis was that for the pain I can't take anything. NOTHING. My stomach I'm guessing is pretty much shot. All the years of bulimia,abusing laxatives, abusing pain meds. it really surprises me that so far i haven't been diagnosed with ulcers yet. And I can't take anything with hormones in it either. So....I'm pretty much screwed.
I will eventually get a second opinion. Not now. I am scared about the bills that will be coming our way after all of these tests. Very concerned though. My health insurance says I wasn't covered in October. When I should have been. Hoping it was just a hospital error. Tried to get a hold of the insurance company but, we waited on hold for like 20 min. Did that 3 times. Kinda scary.
Our baby savings is coming along nicely. :) We have lots of support. And that is always great to have. I think if we had a baby lots of people would be there for us. I definitely need to make sure we have health insurance though. Going to get as healthy as we can by January. And as ready and prepared as can be.
Got all our Christmas shopping done except like 4 things! Going to make lots of chocolate covered things and cookies.
My father in law is much better now with the whole controlling thing. My mother is a little better but, not much. My brother had come over and my mother had called our cell phone 2 times. Called my brother and got really pissed and continued to say how someone could have died and how we need to learn to answer our phones. It was a mistake to tell her about my endometriosis . In like 1 hour she told her friend. I'm sure it will be all over the church and everyone else I'm sure.
Our kids will not be over much at their grandparents and we will be choosing when they come over. My mom already told me she will be at the hospital when i give birth. My thinking though is if we give birth at a birthing center then no one will be there but me, hubby and a midwife. I guess if we give birth at a hospital then I will say just hubby.
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