Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Before Work Rant

    So, Aunt Flow did finally show up. But, I was way over my due time to start. Maybe that's because I have been stressed, I don't know.
   Anyways my hubby and I have decided it's time for me to see the gynecologist. I have been trying to put it off and put it off. I have been dreading this visit for a very long time now. I am terrified of what she will tell me. I'm scared it could be anything from cervical cancer or ovarian cancer all the way to it could be Endodemetriosis (not sure if that's spelled correctly). Or it could be as simple as a very bad yeast infection.
  If we cannot have kids naturally we have talked about adoption. Which we want to do eventually. But, I think we will exhaust all efforts of conceiving first then talk about adoption some more. I mean we will try everything humanly possible to conceive.
   I'm probably reading to much into this, but I like to think of everything possible so when or if she does diagnose me with those things I won't be set up for disappointment. And we have only officially/unofficially not used any birth control for one year and have TMI WARNING: only started not withdrawing for the past 3 months. So it hasn't been real long.
   Everyone just seems to be pregnant or getting pregnant real fast and I look at the 3 months and think that possibly something is wrong with me. Which there probably isn't but, it makes you wonder.
  In other news:

I have talked to hubby and we decided that I can go part time. Pretty excited to see how we will do with this. Because this will be a training thing as well for when I preggo. It's stressful. I can't really do it for much longer. And I've also been thinking of taking training for Medical Transcription and coding, because you can do it from home. And it seems pretty legit. My only question is : Is there really a call for them any more? And the career outlook?
   Thanksgiving is crazy and parents and in laws are driving us both crazy. Tex ting and calling us, messaging us on face book. They are treating us as if we are still children. It is getting so bad that I am getting ready to delete my face book. Everyone knows everything. And if they don't they badger us with questions. Why do they need to know everything?! I do not get it!

Anyways, time for work.
If anyone even reads this lol!

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