More medical issues

 I had a abdominal cat scan done as of Wednesday. Was supposed to get the results back today. Am a little well....really nervous. The nurse asked me if I could be pregnant. I took a test before it was negative. We don't use protection anymore. I told her that period was also only 3 days long. She asked if I wanted a blood test I said no. Because I just want the pain to stop and I tried to reassure myself that I was indeed not pregnant.
    But, now Im real scared. What if I am? What if I caused harm to the baby if i am that is? And Im also frightened about what if I have kidney failure or endometriosis or what if i have cancer? So many thoughts and things it could be. Oh and I read some websites and now am scared I will get cancer in the future because of the radiation.
    There are a few reasons as to why I am scared that I might be pregnant....Well I want a baby but, you know because of the cat scan...

1. I am very moody.
2. My periods are getting shorter
3. I crave weird foods.
4. My back is hurting way more
5. I cramp when Im not on my period.
6. My boobs still hurt even though im not on my period.

I mean all of these things could be a number of anything else. I'm just hoping! :) So is hubby.....but im not supposed to say anything! :P

Oh yeah! I was supposed to get blood work done before the cat scan but the stupid nurse at the doctors office didnt tell me the date! Seriously....

Anyways onto another topic!

I am still looking for a job and so is hubby. I have a few ideas for a home business. What about pet sitting?

I think me and hubby would be ok if we ended up pregnant this year. But, we havent even been married a year yet, I would definately like to wait until at least 6 months.

Here is the OFFICIAL list of names:

Jasmine Abigail
Elijah Matthew
Aria Harmony
Gideon Asher

Finally! That doesnt include the kids we will be adopting. Also anyone have any opinions on wether adopting first then having biological children would work? Just curious!