I had a abdominal cat scan done as of Wednesday. Was supposed to get the results back today. Am a little well....really nervous. The nurse asked me if I could be pregnant. I took a test before it was negative. We don't use protection anymore. I told her that period was also only 3 days long. She asked if I wanted a blood test I said no. Because I just want the pain to stop and I tried to reassure myself that I was indeed not pregnant.
But, now Im real scared. What if I am? What if I caused harm to the baby if i am that is? And Im also frightened about what if I have kidney failure or endometriosis or what if i have cancer? So many thoughts and things it could be. Oh and I read some websites and now am scared I will get cancer in the future because of the radiation.
There are a few reasons as to why I am scared that I might be pregnant....Well I want a baby but, you know because of the cat scan...
1. I am very moody.
2. My periods are getting shorter
3. I crave weird foods.
4. My back is hurting way more
5. I cramp when Im not on my period.
6. My boobs still hurt even though im not on my period.
I mean all of these things could be a number of anything else. I'm just hoping! :) So is hubby.....but im not supposed to say anything! :P
Oh yeah! I was supposed to get blood work done before the cat scan but the stupid nurse at the doctors office didnt tell me the date! Seriously....
Anyways onto another topic!
I am still looking for a job and so is hubby. I have a few ideas for a home business. What about pet sitting?
I think me and hubby would be ok if we ended up pregnant this year. But, we havent even been married a year yet, I would definately like to wait until at least 6 months.
Here is the OFFICIAL list of names:
Jasmine Abigail
Elijah Matthew
Aria Harmony
Gideon Asher
Finally! That doesnt include the kids we will be adopting. Also anyone have any opinions on wether adopting first then having biological children would work? Just curious!
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Health Problems
Well. It seems the long awaited doctors visit is upon us. Seriously?! It's about time! I have had upper stomach pain, lower abdominal pain, pelvic pain, I have been cramping since my period ended on September 3, I have 2 more ingrown toenails. Not to mention nausea, dizzyness, lightheadedness, trouble breathing sometimes, headache in the back of the head, and sometimes severe lower back pain.
I thought that maybe I was pregnant :). But, Ive taken two pregnancy tests and both were negative. I mean ive had most of the symptoms. But, now im really cramping like the kind you get right before your period starts. I have craved really weird things, urination frequency, bloating, and like ive gained like 10 pounds. The doctor did give me some antiacid meds.......biggest mistake ever! It made me double over in pain!
I am just so worried something is seriously wrong with me. And what if I need a surgery? I dont have any idea where i will get the money to pay for any operation. And what if I have a fertility issue? I dont know what i will do. I would be devestated.
I just really hope he gets my toes taken care of this time. They really hurt. I really wish he would just take the whole toenail instead of just the sliver of the side nail. I also hope he actually runs the tests he said he would last time. My doctor has a tendency to not do what he says he will. He always prescribes medicine for everything. It kinda irritates me. He should have takin the toenail and then given me antibiotics. He should have done the tests then prescribed me anti acid medications.
But, I am being hopeful because he did look quite concerned. So, I can only hope. I just hope its not that bad. I do need to make a appointment with my gynecologist.
I'm not sure why I am just saying all this to you guys, I just feel as though I need to tell someone or anyone who will listen preferably women lol! Because I told all this to my husband and such and he listens and agrees and I love him. But, its not the same as a woman listening lol! So thats probably it.
I will update tomorrow. Cuz I will prolly need to vent anyways. Anyways goodnight! Time to look at baby stuff! :)
I thought that maybe I was pregnant :). But, Ive taken two pregnancy tests and both were negative. I mean ive had most of the symptoms. But, now im really cramping like the kind you get right before your period starts. I have craved really weird things, urination frequency, bloating, and like ive gained like 10 pounds. The doctor did give me some antiacid meds.......biggest mistake ever! It made me double over in pain!
I am just so worried something is seriously wrong with me. And what if I need a surgery? I dont have any idea where i will get the money to pay for any operation. And what if I have a fertility issue? I dont know what i will do. I would be devestated.
I just really hope he gets my toes taken care of this time. They really hurt. I really wish he would just take the whole toenail instead of just the sliver of the side nail. I also hope he actually runs the tests he said he would last time. My doctor has a tendency to not do what he says he will. He always prescribes medicine for everything. It kinda irritates me. He should have takin the toenail and then given me antibiotics. He should have done the tests then prescribed me anti acid medications.
But, I am being hopeful because he did look quite concerned. So, I can only hope. I just hope its not that bad. I do need to make a appointment with my gynecologist.
I'm not sure why I am just saying all this to you guys, I just feel as though I need to tell someone or anyone who will listen preferably women lol! Because I told all this to my husband and such and he listens and agrees and I love him. But, its not the same as a woman listening lol! So thats probably it.
I will update tomorrow. Cuz I will prolly need to vent anyways. Anyways goodnight! Time to look at baby stuff! :)
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